severing at its best

we know you know we know you know we know you know.
to stand and uphold what is right,
is not always the effortless way.
gathered in homes watching as the liquid from our hearts evaporate.
grasping deep breathes inhaling, exhaling, inhaling..."its set on replay what the fuck?"
sitting down next to our materialistic gifts we shove aside whats really meant to happen during this time of year.
ghastly are the emotions that run within, drifting aloft to not better... but worse of use.
whats ignored whats ignored whats ignored?
the pen is the one who writes... but who writes the pen?
the car is the one that drives... but who drives the car?
reentering our home, our solitude, what is to be divine.
"replay dude, replay."

the old man in the wheelchair

he was okay, i dont see why everybody is dissing on him, sure he was an asshole but thats okay who isnt nowadays.
i think people should keep their opinions to themselves if they arent going to help anyone dadada

our project

he video game project is going by really slow actually.
but there is no actual due date, so i am not really in a rush to doing any imediate filming.
since i feel like i should be leader hahaha i will assign each partner with a part of filming they have to do.
i will be assigned to do the interviewing and i will also film some of the gameplay.
koop and chris will be assigned to whatever part they want to film, what they do is none of my concern. i know this project is supposed to be team based but i feel like i will work better alone, if any of my team mates need assistance i will be more than happy to help.
but, so far... we have no film, we CAN have pictures and we ARE able to show game trailers and gameplay on youtube and certain aspects of gaming.
that is all

march of the penguins

my personal view on this documentary was that it wasnt that great.
it shows the harsh life of the penguins but it didnt really interest me.
the documentary was also a feature film, meaning it was more than an hour and it want at all worth an hour of watching.
its like watching that movie deep water where two people float in the middle of the ocean for about two hours.
thats how i felt.
but other than the negative things im going to post.
the postitive things i WILL post is that you learn about the arctic and you learn more about the penguins and animal life that live there.
that is all

no cell phones in cali

its against the law now!!!!
and now even drivers that take road trip to cali or are in it can be fined up to $20 the first offense and $50 all the others.
i have to do a little report thingy on it and this is what i chose to do because i suck at life and well yea =/

morbid distances

your far.
far...

im playing my part in the symphony
the depth you installed in my heart
you've dug a deeper hole than anyone else has, piercing the surface of raw tissue, it begins to bleed... running down to stain the beauty of your skin...


and i wont forget you, i wont forget you

far far away from it all, scraping your mind with the thought of loss.
you'll sink back to the bottom of it all.
from beginning to end, it stings with raw emotion, from beginning to end

and i wont forget you, never forget you

in the waking sense you've gone to chase it all back.
but find nothing in return, nothing but a memory... doesn't it bring you back to the memories?
your minutes away form ground zero, and you'll sink back to the bottom of it all, deeper than the thought of it.
it begins to burn

and i cant pretend to, i cant pretend to

strolling down memory lane can you remember the day i told you i loved you?
remember the first time i told you i loved you.

i never forget you, and i cant pretend to.
i look all around but all i can see is you... for in you i find myself, the crowd is hungry for attention, but when the belly is full.. only then will my morning star shine.
but for now our love will burn like the reflection of flames in the mortar.

sound project

im think im gonna have me and my friends all talk in the car and record a normal conversations and with the music part i think im just going to make weird noises r something.
but yea, that will be my project.

Today

i am tired, im in school, i dont really want to be here.
jessica is really weird, lamar is a mirror and myspace freak, and yea.
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booloptadop

the sierra leone reffugee all stars

is a verrrrrry talented band from sierra leone that consists of people that have suffered the rebel attacks.
i think they have come very far to actually have a dvd video im the americas and somewhere else and have us and other ppl hlep them =D

invisible children

i was really shocked and amazed at how accurate it was to el salvador in the 1980's.
and i really wish that i could donate money but i am poor so i will draw pictures and put them on random walls and hopefully i dont get arrested =D

jessica smiff

has freckles, is white as a dying old woman.
she also has flavor, like the ugly black woman AKA new york...eww